I’m theistic satanist and demonolator since 6 years after deep experience with Satan (although I was never a christian and never believed in Satan before and now I sill find Christianity and all abrahamic beliefs unreliable to say the least…). But my esoteric fascination runs much deeper and can be traced back to early childhood or… earlier.
When I was few years old, I got interested in occult/esoteric or new age thanks to my parents who supported and developed similar interests, so my familiarity in esoteric knowledge lasts nearly 30 years. I developed my own, pantheistic system from all I got to know and experienced. It checks out in practice!
Among others, since many years I have been studying: channeling, divination, extrasensory perception and communication, alternative medicine, healthy and healing food, herbs, magick (especially energetic magick), OBE, life after death, spiritual laws of the universe (law of attraction) and of course satanism, demonolatry and LHP in general.
My favorite method of divination is tarot, especially using Frieda Harris-Crowley Toth deck.
I come from and live in Central Europe. I finished biology with master degree and now I got interested in economics, business administration, marketing and social media. I love cats and at home we always have one. What else? Hmmm… I love books, movies and rock, jazz music (of various kinds) – the usual😉.
In one of my previous lifes I was a shaman in Africa (it sounds maybe cool but it was lot of hard work) and that reflected strongly on my previous life in many ways, like for example raising my interest in nature, especially in herbs – healing and also poisonous ones. Because of that I also discovered magick quickly by myself, then started to study huna and other shamanic techniques, but none of books available on the marked reflected fully the practice and knowledge I had in my previous life. However I learned also few new things since then. I never liked limitations and pointing that all should be done for common good, no harm, etc. As a shaman I did positive workings but also of negative ones and a talent in that direction remained. More about it in my Grimoire (restricted access).
I felt I need to expand my site beside just being a theistic satanist and demonolator. I got a life and it’s a good life. Satanism and demonolatry are great ways to expand the knowledge, find fulfillment and joy in that process🙂. So I’m not bitchy, whining, angry, teenager with complexes as christians like to see satanists, especially those of esoteric kind (devil worshipers). Despite common bias, there are many mature satanists who enjoy life and have no intent to change their path.